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Healing Room

This exercise is one that is useful to help you get the chatter out of your life.  To find the inner you and to listen to your own needs and wants.

Take about 20 minutes out of your day and keep a record of your daily visits.  You will find a pattern emerge if you do this.  Do not look at what you wrote once you finished writing for 1 week then read daily you will find answers and you will be able to be more at peace with the world and with your spirituality.  NO spirit people are to come in this room.  Do not share what your room looks like with anyone this is your space and so it is your inner self.

OK make sure you have water to sip when you come back from your visit to your inner sanctuary.

Put your feet on the floor and sit comfortably

relax your body and breath gently

let each thought come and go

take no notice of the thoughts that come in

now when you are relaxed

see yourself in front of the front door of a house you know very very well.

go up to the door and open it.  Now this is where it may be different to the real place you are thinking about.

There is a staircase in front of you

Climb up that staircase to the very very top

at the top there is a door that is locked

the key hangs on the wall

take the key and open the door

Enjoy the feeling that comes from this place

it is peaceful and you are safe to go in the door

close it and lock it behind you

then hand the key on the hook on the wall

look around the room

absorb the light

the feeling

the love that comes from everything in this room

look to one side there is a little kitchen

with all the things you may need in a kitchen

go over and fill the kettle

then open the doors and draws

there are many little bottles and jars and tins

they each have a label on them but no writing on the label

as you pick up a tin you see the words Tea bags for peace and joy

come on the lable

the kettle boils and you make a cup of tea with these tea bags.

now find a biscuit or cookie

reach down a plate and go to the chair in the middle of the room

this chair is the most comfortable chair you have ever seen

it is sitting in the middle of a ray of sun light that comes from the window.

sit in the chair and put your cup and plate on the table

and relax in the sun shine

soak up that healing ray

sip your drink and eat your food

now take the pen that is on the table and the note pad

and write your worries and your concerns

on that note pad.

put it down and get up stretch your legs and go to the window

you look out to the world a wonderful view

open spaces

buildings and grand views

watch as you see the world turning around you.

know that all is right and the world is happy.

now return to the table and the chair

there are answers written on the page you left blank

read them and know you were answered

you will remember

now take your cup and plate to the kitchen and wash them up

make sure the room is tidy and go back to the door

take the key down from the hook and unlock the door

now walk through and lock the door behind you

hang the key on the hook

go down the stairs

back outside the house

take one last look at the house and know you are safe

know you got the answer

now as you feel your fingers and toes

wiggle them and stretch

then take a sip of water

while  you can still remember what happened, how you felt, what you saw in the room and out of the window, write it down and keep it safe

date your records you will need to know in the future.

make one last inventory of how you feel are you grounded bubbled and centred?

ok thank you for listening I hope you enjoyed this journey.

love and light

Demici

copyright Demici @ 5 July 2015

This exercise is one that is useful to help you get the chatter out of your life.  To find the inner you and to listen to your own needs and wants.

Take about 20 minutes out of your day and keep a record of your daily visits.  You will find a pattern emerge if you do this.  Do not look at what you wrote once you finished writing for 1 week then read daily you will find answers and you will be able to be more at peace with the world and with your spirituality.  NO spirit people are to come in this room.  Do not share what your room looks like with anyone this is your space and so it is your inner self.

OK make sure you have water to sip when you come back from your visit to your inner sanctuary.

Put your feet on the floor and sit comfortably

relax your body and breath gently

let each thought come and go

take no notice of the thoughts that come in

now when you are relaxed

see yourself in front of the front door of a house you know very very well.

go up to the door and open it.  Now this is where it may be different to the real place you are thinking about.

There is a staircase in front of you

Climb up that staircase to the very very top

at the top there is a door that is locked

the key hangs on the wall

take the key and open the door

Enjoy the feeling that comes from this place

it is peaceful and you are safe to go in the door

close it and lock it behind you

then hand the key on the hook on the wall

look around the room

absorb the light

the feeling

the love that comes from everything in this room

look to one side there is a little kitchen

with all the things you may need in a kitchen

go over and fill the kettle

then open the doors and draws

there are many little bottles and jars and tins

they each have a label on them but no writing on the label

as you pick up a tin you see the words Tea bags for peace and joy

come on the lable

the kettle boils and you make a cup of tea with these tea bags.

now find a biscuit or cookie

reach down a plate and go to the chair in the middle of the room

this chair is the most comfortable chair you have ever seen

it is sitting in the middle of a ray of sun light that comes from the window.

sit in the chair and put your cup and plate on the table

and relax in the sun shine

soak up that healing ray

sip your drink and eat your food

now take the pen that is on the table and the note pad

and write your worries and your concerns

on that note pad.

put it down and get up stretch your legs and go to the window

you look out to the world a wonderful view

open spaces

buildings and grand views

watch as you see the world turning around you.

know that all is right and the world is happy.

now return to the table and the chair

there are answers written on the page you left blank

read them and know you were answered

you will remember

now take your cup and plate to the kitchen and wash them up

make sure the room is tidy and go back to the door

take the key down from the hook and unlock the door

now walk through and lock the door behind you

hang the key on the hook

go down the stairs

back outside the house

take one last look at the house and know you are safe

know you got the answer

now as you feel your fingers and toes

wiggle them and stretch

then take a sip of water

while  you can still remember what happened, how you felt, what you saw in the room and out of the window, write it down and keep it safe

date your records you will need to know in the future.

make one last inventory of how you feel are you grounded bubbled and centred?

ok thank you for listening I hope you enjoyed this journey.

love and light

Demici

copyright Demici @ 5 July 2015

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Be who you are.

Be who you are.

Sit In the light of the moon we send you peace, in the light of the stars we send you joy, in the light of the sun we send you strength and from our sister the earth we send you the love of life that she provides. Look for the signs and thank the universe for her/his love. Never forget you are the ones who were chosen to exist as human form in this time and space. Walk in acceptance of self as you have the right to this life to make it as you choose and to grow in understanding. Peace be with you and with all who come into your life.

The healing angels.

copy right @ Demici  7 April 2015.

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What is Disability

What is disability?

A state of mind

A place where people can be unkind

Where nature and nurture forget to communicate

Where one or other forgets to close the gate

And where paths divide

Unkind word chide

Many do not know the way

To the others kind of day

To see the hobbled body where boundaries abound

Shows how to make that friendship sound

There are other ways

To behold disabilities gaze

In the eyes and in the tongue that make unanswerable phrase

OH my please dry your eye.

I am my own disability and all I need is your ability

To hold my hand and understand

I am me

The one like you who is free.

Mind cannot behold

Something that is or is not bold

Mind cannot know

Each path that others have to go

Yet My mind

Is me

Oh can’t you see

I am like you free

Yet my mind holds me fettered

I am so shattered

With invisibilities cloak

I am not just a piece of coke

To be burnt and tossed away

Yes my friend I am here to stay

I do not know I do not fit in

Is that such a sin

To want to belong

To sing with you our summer song

Do not judge my state of mind

Just hold out your hand to me be kind

Copyright @ Demici 31 March 2015.

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stay with me

Stay with me I see the trees

I hear the meadow call

Stay with me stay with me

Now

Walking the lake in the forest of green

Come stay with me stay with me

Now

Hold my hand in yours.

Stay with me come stay with me

Now

All I need is here.

Stay with me stay with me

And take away my fear

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Meditation Stop Breath accept.

The sound file below is one that will take about 20 minutes of your time.

Please Find a quiet time where you will not be disturbed.  Listen to the music and then just know as you relax that all will be taken care of.

Know that you are loved, know that you are connected, know that the one thing that is for certain is that you must let go of the things you think will happen.

It will not happen the way  you imagine it!  In fact if you stop dreading and predicting you will be surprised by the way things turn out.

We do not ask you to take the easy way.  That is not your path.  For if we tell you to do the easy thing you will continue to store up worry about, and feel all that is not what it is!  This is because what is does not have an outcome yet!  It has not happened yet!  The situation is there for sure and it has potential to become anything.  If you send love to the event, (what ever it is) and not your mental perceived eventuality you give it the power to be.  So send pure love and light to that event so that the potential can become what it needs to be and you will be able to cope with that eventuality as it is part of your on going life path.  If you create the potential to become your dreaded, feared, outcome then what you get will be exactly that.

When something is in the now, your thoughts, your life, other people’s way and being, any situation.  It is playing at the speed that it has to.  Its outcome has not happened yet.  And neither has yours.  Thus this putting ‘stuff’ into a box confines it.  Then yes it has possibility to become what you perceive as it will be in your flow not its own flow.  Thus it hurts, causes its self to change in a way that is not as it should be.

The sound file below is to help  you relax and let go.  To let your self just be in the now the peace of time and space.  This then hands your concerns to the creator of all.  So as you accept with no expectations so you create a new path for the event and for your own soul.  This will  give yourself a new door.

Walk in love and light Demici

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The Nature of Being

The
nature of being.

 

When
man walks this earth he walks in solitude

When
he lives in this peace of mind he walks in gratitude

When man speaks one to another he finds his sister/brother

As
the world turns he yearns

As
he yearns he learns

As
he learns the soul grows

Then
the universe knows

And
love flows

Demici
Copyright @  17/07/2011 during the
session with free chat on Oranum.com

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A three legged stool is stable 
If you put one at each end of a trestle plank
You then have a table
The Trinity lays all your needs on the table
The deity listens and fills your life
With the things that enable your life learning path.
Just look at life without fear
As those who love you are always near
Letting go of your fear to all those who stand near
This brings in your light
Lifts all darkness from your sight night
Remember all is not as you physically designed
But is what God and your soul planned
This night before sleep ask for Gods guiding light
To pen your mind and bring new knowledge into sight
This is empowerment
for your soul development
And for all who live under Gods light hand

Stay in your trinity
Believe your ability
Still your yearning heart
Feel, know, 
You can let go
Old ways of thinking
Old ways of being.
Understand now 
You too are love
It is your energy glove.

Copyright Demici @ 27th December 2025.  

The Flood

The flood

It looks like a good day

So, I’m going out to play

Sun shining bright

Suddenly dark clouds make day night

One drop of water

Falls on my shoulder

I should know now I’m older

That I can’t hold back water.

But! first I must stop

Go into the shop

To buy what I need

Before the water stamped

I think maybe I’ll get home before the down pour

Makes a lake at my door

From inside the shop

I watch the water drop

As if each drop is in a race

And wants to be the first to wet every dry place

I look to the sky

No blue can I spy

The pavement is soaked

So is my coat

I stop by the traffic lights

No road is in sight

Think I need a boat

I know it would float

Chester Road has become a new river run

Now! where is that sun

Copyright Demici @ 17 September 2023 Rosemary Sladden

Technology Head-ology Ache

The bain of my life 
you give me much strife.
My mind is so full of passwords and codes.
but they do not match the ones your memory holds.

Your words are worse than scrambled cardboard
now you say I am overboard.
Google says go and Microsoft says Whooo?
So now my computer has no where to go
Its static you know and old as the day
but it does well when Google and Microsoft stay away

So What did I do to make you give me a shoooo
Please help me understand what to do.
You have cut me off with out a penny
Tell me my data you have not any. 
Yet I have paid through the nose for much of your stuff
So now please don't wonder why I'm in a hough.
I have a Microsoft family 365 account into which I sometimes try to dive
Each one is my phone,  computer and tablet. They sometimes speak and I know they think I'm hardly alive.
Now Google workspace
Why am I so hard for you to trace?
I want to know where did you go?
You were there not so long ago.
Did you take over my Microsoft?
Or sell me out to another slot?
You've got me on the run!
Because now you've set a time erasing gun.
I found a real person to talk to when I paid for Google one. 
To see if they on my delemar could shine the sun.
But oh no they made it dimmer they could not find what I had done. 
Now after hours in chat
I may have it back! 
Please Please let it be true
Please fire wall and security let me through.
Now you are all run by AI and
I don't know how to speak to you. 

Ok off to bed to clear my head
Technology tomorrow I will not even try to speak to you. 
Then maybe when my head is clear
I will be able to find that you did, my, cry hear. 

Love light and lost me Demici @ 14/11/2023
I wrote this straight on to this box hope it looks ok

Old hurt new me thank you mother.

letter to someone who hurt me

I owe you my life 
Even though childhood was nothing but strife
I judged you as I grew
Nothing I did ever pleased you.
I hated the way you sent me to play in the snow that day
You said children love the snow.
Oh boy how much you did not know.
I longed for the sun and my friend number one Ahsop
She would not have left me all alone.
Put me in a cold damp room on my own.
I have to thank you for showing me how to avoid hurting people when my mind is a void.
Again I must say
a great big hi for the letters I wrote to you.
That you sent back With red lines underneath each word I spelt wrong.
Then put the right spelling at the side.
They blotted out all my blue.
I now understand you only wanted me in the literate society be understood
And look good.
But all that red sent my head back to bed.
It only served to make my skin tough just like raw hide
Make me the letter world avoid.

Mother I have to tell you the world you found from books where words abound.
Painted you a picture in your head where you can escape the harshness of the physical world.
Was and is constantly in my head.
No written words together strung. Can sing to me a better song.
Now I'm older and wiser. I can see you were only trying to help and protect me.

Mother perhaps you thought I was broken
But in reality my mind is only different.
My mind makeup is such that words jump around. And letters try to shout a different sound.
So bed is deb and dumb is bum
Dont ask me to ever see that mum is the same as mum.
I thank you in you older years this mind of mine you understood.
So mother of mine I forgive you and myself
I have jumped off the word hiding shelf.
I have a new friend called spell check
Soon to be replaced by A.I.
So now I can in the literacy world get by.

Love you mother thank you from a wayward daughter. 

Now I am older and you are gone
I can sing my own song.
I'm glad I'm me
I'm glad I can see
The me who is hurting inside
Because that is where I hide
Ashamed by me disability birth
And my muddled mind
That no cure can they find. 
So mother your intentions were good and you made me strong in the end.
But mother I would rather have had you as my friend.
Now healing I am
I'm not in your can
I now chose how to live
No more the sit up straight at the table
And no moreflst sheets on the bed that is made using hospital corners. 
You see mother you did not break me
You made me
Who I am
And how I am
So thank you now I forgive me
So I can finally be free.
I love you I fear you I honour you my mother my teacher and my guide
For without these lessons you gave
That had me shaking in my shoes.
I can truly say I am finally free
Now I give back to you your actions so you too can be free. 

one step new line

one step at a time
Gives you help to walk the line
Watch decisions made today
See them open up a new way

Do not forget the past
Do not let that emotion last
Let it go
It stilts the new seeds that you sew

Watch for tomorrow's sun
Shining bright upon all you have begun
Come the new tomorrow
You'll find you're out of that lonely furrow.

Love light Copyright @ Demici 20th May 2024

The Sparrow Sat

In judgment I sit in self-love or self-hate

Live in the words of those who stand at my gate

Hold the views of others I choose

And find that I sometimes win more often I lose

Now comes the time that I count to nine

And see that I don’t have to toe your line

Of judgment or being your time on a string

And find that I can let my soul sing

Yes did you see it happen like a bud on a tree

I was that bud that liberated me

I sat in the dew of life love beauty and strife

And saw that I could rebuild my life

Now how did this happen this wondrous thing

It was when I cut those words that sting

Cut them all each one at a time

And found that the ring was only a line

Yes judgement can hold it can keep you small

And then you realize it has no power at all

As that soul tree inside grows it shows the falsity in the reap and sew

Remember that knowledge in seeds can only come from the me the one I know.

We have many depths many twists and turns

And all words from judgment help the way one learns

Now funny thing happened when I no longer heard your voice singing. 

I saw the line counted one to nine then set my freedom bells ringing

So now all I ask is I don’t complete the task

Of building a new set of judgment rules

That aids you /me to lose.

Rosemary Sladden @ 08 Feb 2018

Show me

To show me as you did how to live

Show me where to go

Show me what to say

Lead me to a new fulfilling day.

Teach me daily how to be

Teach me daily how to be

Teach me daily to live in your great power

Teach me how to you love you and be with you hour by hour.

Demici Copyright @ 28 February 2022 at 11:19

If only I

if only I could fly

I would touch the sky

If only I could dance and sing

I would make a social company ring

If only I were here

I would rock your chair

If only you could know that I am always near

I would speak words of reassurance and love in your ear my dear

Out loud so you would hear.

Demici copyright @ 14 February 2022

Hideaway in creation

Mind pictures peace place

Physicality grown out of space

Restrictions fly in dormant eye

While mind creation expands time and place

No more restrictions elastic dictaions misplace

Meanings gather speed and hide all misdeed

Moss holds no rolling stone

while man holds wild hand gun

Or yet the lash of the tongue

fed by the spark of an eye

Truth is not a miss-judgment

It is but time spent

living with many points of view

Where one has taken on life’s acceptance hue

No more restrictions

From miss judged dedicatons

I therefore resign my attention

To your suggestion

Abdicate my cogitation and regain my sanity

Dis-own all novelty of new thinking philosophy

Return to the now of daily living physicality

Demici copyright @ 14 February 2022

The time has come

The time has come they said
When tiredness would flood my head
When working nine to five
Would eat my soul alive
When stacking shelves late at night
Just to keep the budget right
Would make me fall apart
And stop my playing the part
Of mother,father, bread winner
Councilor, miricle worker and home maker
I had to stop and look at me
When my head forgot to see
That health and wealth
Do not live on the same shelf
One walks in corporate ways
The other in balmy country days

Copyright Demici @ 13 January 2022

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